I cant possibly do things alone...

The terrible flu, which was so persistent, has taken me down. It started right after my exhibition ended. Am I always so poor of health?? L Maybe I just need to get used to it.
It’s been so long I last experience a bad bad flu. It just keeps dripping and I just keep sneezing. I just feel so weak and tired and sleepy even without taking medication. I thought I will be able to enjoy my long weekends but I was wrong. I am frustrated!!

Since last Wednesday till today, am still having my flu and cough though it has recovered quite a bit. But mentally persistent I am, trying to accomplish as much as I can and not relenting to the illness. I managed to have completed and tied up the loose ends and get the accessories blog up and going. It has to be! If not now, when?! Time is never enough and being sick has hindered me from making progression and accomplishing whatever I want to do.

Although, the GP has given me two days of mc to rest well at home, but there are so many things I still wanna do. The mind is constantly racing in the middle of the night. I still need to run around sourcing for nice low price accessories, how to make our site more attractive and idiot proof, I keep telling myself to have patience, dream big and start small. I wanna run as fast as my mind could. Am back at work today, with a coarse voice still and aint going to stay back any longer to work thru these paperworks, I think I still need some good rest at home.

I wanna prepare for my second painting exhibition, I wanna do sketching, I wanna sign up for a basic art class, I wanna do a online accessories business, I wanna do a fleamarket with my colleagues, I wanna do tee-shirts designing, I wanna complete the pending issues here at work…I wanna……I still need to do a commission painting for my Dean, although he says “take your time”

Anyway! Now my focus is hit on the online site. I can’t possibly do these alone……thanks to sis who got the domain registered for future use, thanks to travis who is willing to do the web designing for me, thanks to many others for your precious advise. We don’t do what we love, for one reason and one reason only……….we don’t believe we can, and we can’t possibly accomplish everything alone.