Wootz!

The commissioned work is finally completed. I was too optimistic, never thought that it would be so challenging. Working through the eve of my bday, I reworked on one of the paintings, rushing it out as the time is drawing near while the bday greetings popped in as and when. Thankfully it's all over and completed before the grand opening and I earned my first consignment $xK for all the four paintings. Now with the experience earned, next time I will draw up a better plan for such consignment projects, hopefully there will be (definitely will be!). Let's be positive in life!

Despite some issues which I will not elaborate here, baby paid me a surprise visit on the eve of my bday while I was working through the night for the rework. He even cooked me the instant noodle which I always wanted to buy (thanks to sis's recommendation) but he always discourage me to eat. Topping up with corns, carrots and sausages, neatly displayed on top of the noodles, it was all smile on my face, no amount of words could describe that gratitude and contentment. I know and I felt your support baby, thanks for your encouragement and support. :)

Bday was a simple dinner with my family on sunday and on monday with baby (actual day) because we really do not have the mood to celebrate, I dun think its a very impt day too. As we grow and aged, the meaning of bday becomes murky and meaningless. Does it mean "thank god, I survived another year?" or does it mean "thank god, I am born in the world to suffer?" Bday is just another day.

A normal day passed with nothing too surprising will be consider as a lucky day for me. That will be my contentment. Some of you may think, what a boring day it will be. But I rather live a boring day than to pass my day with worries and unhappiness.

Baby, I just want to tell you that I am here for you, we could go through this like how we did. We have more life experiences than others, that makes us stronger and better manage things in the future.

Take things come what may, I be here for you, no matter what. Let's take things one at a time, things will eventually be resolved. Trust that I will take care of myself and my family and you can just go ahead to settle your stuff, I will always be around and beside you..... :)



My sweet supper warms my stomach and gave me the strength!
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And my bday gift..................... :)












Yes! I am officially 29 now.

So sad!

I feel just so irkes when watching this clip of this woman whom hit the man, of any places to hit, she picks on his dick. She also slapped him with probably her sandals? The man stood there, looking like an innocent boy whom has done badly for his examination and is being punished or disciplined by his mother.

Many felt that the woman must be an abusive woman and the man is a worthless sissy. However, how could we judge what is right or wrong base on just a video clip? There maybe many other explanations to why she reacted this way and why would the guy stood there still and allow the woman to do that to him in the public?

Below are my guesses:

1) He loves her too much
2) She is mentally sick and he loves her too much
3) He cheated on her
4) He cheated on her again
5) He cheated on her again and again and again
6) He depends on her for a living
7) He spend her money on other women
8) She is a woman chavaunist
9) He cannot satisfy her but has children with other women
10) She has depression
11) She has hallucinations
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The list could go on and on and on. Only they knows why she could do that to him and he would stood there for her to do anything she wants.

However, I still feels sad for the man (if he don deserves it). Else, if I am her, I would have burn his dick away (if he deserves it).

Sadist me....

I know I am abit too sadist here in this post but not that I want to hurt myself, it just happen when I merely touched my box with staple on it!

I felt a sharp stinting pain and yelp a little then realised that the staple has pierced thru my finger. The ball of dark red blood slowly formed on the tip of my finger. Then I quickly took a pic of it, amazed by how a little pierce on a finger could generate so much blood, of cos the more I see it, the more I squeezed la....maybe becos I seldom hurt myself and so I get so fascinated by it.

Can you imagine how a little staple could create such "damage"????! And it still hurts now especially am typing away with my fingers........

The President's Challenge - I am 13758...

The actual day came yesterday. We prepared for the run, packing extra clothings and sandals and met up at 2:30pm.

Upon reaching Raffles City, we could see a handful of the participants, mostly groups of friends, students, and families gathered around the mall and shopping around while waiting for the right time to walk over. We had a donut each and drown a bottle of 100 plus before making off to the destination. Carbo Loading?! A term I learnt from Baby. Then he loaded himelf with another durian puff, making a mess and smelt like a durian too.

By the time we reached, there were many others already gathered there waiting. We deposited our bag and did some stretching while waiting for the time to come. Baby pinned my no. bib for me and soon after, we lingered around the starting point, with me feeling a little dazed and wondered "why has it not started yet?"

Strangely I was not anxious or excited at all. The run started at 5:15pm. We saw the host Nadia Hutagalung and President Nathan whom extended his hand out in the air and waving while the crowd waved back. I walked and stared at him for a while, wondering if he remembers I never been to his place for deepavali lunch celebration? I guess he would not even remember, with so many impt ppl he met everyday. Then my thoughts tuned back to the event.

While I was ready to spring toward, I was disappointed that most of the ppl are just walking, and it's extremely leisure walk. I was hindered, blocked, stopped by many WALKERS whom have no intention to look over their shoulders and give way to the joggers or those who intend to surpass them.

The pick up only started after about 5mins walk. The whole route started from Padang to Esplanade, along the Marina Street Circuit and back to Padang again. The adrenalin rushed through me and boosted my running spirit, along with the many others who started running too. Baby ran along side by side, keeping a look out for me and giving me his encouragement along the way.

There were young children, serious runners, women in pink (the pink ribbon run), in summary, the nation whom run together side by side, shoulder to shoulder. The runners next to me, in front of me, were my support, pushing me to keep running, just keep running. The cheers from the student helpers along the route do not seem to boost me to pick up my speed at all. All I know is just to maintain and keep running.

The actual distance was a 4.5k route and we managed to complete it in 33mins. It was an amazing feeling to have completed it smoothly without me feeling gasping effortly for breath. I guess I am making improvements! the whole event ended with a blink of an eye and we made way to East Coast to collect his cycling suit before having our dinner and hoping on a bus and taking a train back home.

Next, the GE Women Run. And more to come!

My running

Busy Busy Busy..

But still....so many other deadlines and schedules to meet at work. Am really dreading my days here, handicapped with the poor systems we have, budget restrictions, and bad attitude from all over from the public, acad staff and students and even colleagues from other depts.

Yesterday evening, I had half a dinner and went to get a short nap for 30mins before putting on my shoes again for a jog. Baby said that I just need to clock the 40mins timing will do. I tried. As days go by, I realised that there is some improvements definitely but I dun think I have the speed yet.

Running along the neighbourhood has a flaw which I hate it the most. Knowing that THEY ("CIRCLE HEADED") hear loud foot steps behind coming fast, they still have no reaction. Seeing someone running towards them, they also have no reaction. Imagine a pathway, as narrow as it could only walk two person side by side, and the "circle heads" whom always like to walked side by side slowly, will only gaze at you instead of taking the signal "Please get the F out from my path!" These are the ppl whom has no danger awareness. Yesterday I met quite a few of them along the route and it really pissed me damn off!

These "circle heads" will always be spotted, walking side by side, slowly very slowly, taking up the whole portion of that pathway. Some of them will be on the phone, looking at their slipper, or looking at their fellow "circle head" intensely while talking and as if the whole world is just the two of them.

I ran and saw two circle heads walking towards me, I was jogging, I was right in front of them about 5 metres away in the opposite direction. Seeing me coming, they still continue their walk. NONE OF THE FUCKING ASS GIVE WAY. Only when I paused right chest to chest in front of them and stare at their fucking face, they shifted their fucking butt to one side.

I ran passed a pathway, nearing the bus stop, a group of them walked and continue walking ahead of me, hearing my fast running foot steps, they turned their heads to the back and GAZE ONLY. AGAIN, NO INTENTION TO GIVE WAY. ITS FUCKING IRRITATING SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I COULD JUST KNOCK THEM DOWN BY RUNNING THROUGH THEM THE NEXT TIME! I DUN CARE!

WHY CANT THEY WALK IN SINGLE FILE AND MUST WALK ABREAST ALONG A NARROW PATHWAY! WHY ARE THESE PPL SO SELF CENTRED! WHY MUST THEY OWN THE WHOLE PATHWAY LIKE ITS THEIR AH GONG'S TERRITORY! Fucking ass! Remember to give way when you see a fast speeding object towards you! I am sure if a car or bicycle is coming fast at you, you will siam right?

Next time am going to bring a bicycle bell or boiling water along with me. !#$#%^$%^&%^*!

Btw, I can jog a 4k run now in 40mins, hopefully I could complete a 5k in 30mins this sunday. Washed up my running shoes which was so muddy, and preparing it for the big day!