My fun runs

Last Tues, went jogging with Spidy Baobei and Baby. It was a sinful jog because we actually ran to Jurong Point to eat and Spidy Bao Bei came back with a new dress. If every jog comes with a reward, wow! Imagine how tempting that may be!

Anyway, the distance covered was about 6k? But we aint that good to have jogged throughout the distance. The 6k was covered by half jogging and half walking. It was certainly fun to have someone to jog with me.

Sat, I was dragged to Bukit Timah Hill again by my parents. This time, I tried running after passing the steep slope while mum took a rest at the 1st hut and waited for my dad and bro to reach her. I thought too highly of myself and ended giving up after running up the not so steep slope for some mins and started walking all the way to the hill top. It took me 15mins to reach the summit. There were a few crowds at the hill top by the time I reached there. After cooling down shortly, I ran down the slope and reached the base in 5mins. It was pretty fast because the distance was short I think.

My shoes were hurting my toes. Guess the size is really not right for me. I bought a new pair on Sunday and went testing it out with Baby. We met at Pioneer mall and started a slow jog and walk to Seng Siong Super mart to grab a drink. Then we strolled to the park he wanted to bring me.

The park is a wide open one with some PRCs families bringing their children there to run about, cycle or just playing at the play ground.

We sat down on a bench and started watching these people. I saw a PRC couple, the pregnant wife was accompanied by her husband, holding hand in hand and they were walking rounds and rounds in the park. I saw another PRC couple doing their brisk walking together, and a few PRC ladies walking and chatting behind while their kids rode on the little auto car along the route in the park.

The breeze blew. The wide sky was just above us. We sat on the bench and chatted. Time seemed to have passed so fast than we could even finish our conversation. Or there were too much to say between us? How I wish we could do this every day. How I wish I could make things last...

Am I blessed or have I been cursed by the many out there for being with you?

I am afraid..so afraid…the closer I am with you, the more uncertainty I feel. Am I really in luck? Or it’s just a screen saver that god has shown me and then rip all the good things given to me again? Is this another test for me? How much more should I go through in life then you will be satisfied my dear god? Why do you have to be such a sadist? How many times you will want me to go through this cycle again and again? I am not game. Just show me my final destination. I will take my life as it is. Just show me the way, I wont complain.