One last hug - dedicate to you KBH

I still remember that fateful day.
How you stood by the door and called my name.
You closed it behind you and sat next to my bed.
There was so much pain...

You started crying,
telling me all your frastrations and hurts,
others do to you.

I was on your chest sobbing in silence, felt the pain you said.
You were lying on my bed, with tears soak through my pillow.
The million words you spoke rained through my brain.

Just before you turned and walked away,
I asked if you could hug me once again.
Your strong arms wrapped around my thin frame,
Apparently pulling my weak body up from the bed.

You held me tight I find it hard to draw a breath.
It was as if it's the last we will ever touch each other again.

Then the next day, we went to catch a movie, shared a drink, but never hold hands.
Everything started all over again.

That hug we shared.
You don't understand,
how much pain was there.

That hug which seems to burnt me in flame
whenever it comes to my thought.
I thought I have lost it somewhere.
Then realised I never got over the pain.

It just so simple to turn a blind eye
cos you were the one bidding goodbye…

We have grown up so much thru that phase.
Leading a better and fruitful life.

Thank you for letting go after that hug.

I have to remember that one last hug.
Cos it reminds me of how human can turn so cold with just a blink of an eye.

And without that hug, I will not know what warm is and what is deserving.
And these I found in this someone who now protects me in his arms.

Thank you.