The first night it happened, it felt like a thousand ants crawling on the side of my right lower leg, making my hair stand. These “little ants” started to slowly walk their way up to my thigh. I closed my eyes and ignored. Then it happened a second time, starting from the lower right leg to traveling up to my upper thigh. I was too tired to run out from the room with that creepy feeling and eventually dozed off till the next morning.
The next day, this time, a hunch told me not to close my bedroom door. Then something happened again. After talking to my friend on the phone, I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep.
Suddenly I felt a pressure on me. I struggled to open my eyes and barely saw a black hollow human figurine and a smaller one in grey on its right. It seems wanting to tell me something, I struggled and started moving my limbs a little, stretching out my right arm towards the door. My eyes were fixed towards my bedroom door and I struggled to make some noise, I managed to shout out a little, loud enough to get attention from my brother and mum. I am glad I did not close my door. Then my bedroom light was on and I see familiar faces…I was in daze and I told them what happened.
Mum asked me to bunk in with my brother. We swopped rooms the next day, which was something always in our plan to switch the rooms as advised by Master Pang.
The 1st night sleeping in the ‘new” room, nothing happened. Then this morning, around 4:30am, I woke up and was suddenly very wide awake. I tossed a little before falling back into sleep. This time, I dreamt.
In the dream, I saw mum wanting to ask some medium for help. I told her to hurry up, I am very frightened. Then thru the mirror in the living where we stood, I saw it. It was a tall lady dressed in a plain red cheong sam. She was walking towards my bedroom door (the newly swopped one) however it was closed. Then she turned her head and looked at us. Her face was pale with no emotion. Thin red lips and small black eyes. Then the next thing I knew was shouting ‘Go away go away!!”
Then I regain my conscious. But I refuse to open up my eyes and forced myself back to sleep as am afraid if I open my eyes, she may have really enter my room and standing next to my bed looking at me….
Maybe I am just not used to sleeping alone in the room? Last time when it happened, at least I have sis who will shake and wake me up.
Is it trying to tell me something or am I really too stress out? Can someone tell me what is happening??
2 comments:
Self-Fulling Prophecy. The more you think, the more you believe it's true because you've been thinking about it, creating an image in your head.
First, you have to believe the Kwan Yin at home is looking after the house well. Any 'bad' things should not be able to come into the house.
The dark figure you see usually happens after something stressful. So you put in some effort, think about what is usually the pattern, and break it. Identifying the pattern isn't easy, you have to put in efforts to be conscious of everything to figure it out. If possible, jot it down.
One way to break away from the pressure experience is perhaps to put something very visible in front (the first think you see when you wake up). Whenever you experience it, look at it as a form of savior. This is like a replacement for me who used to wake you up.
Another way is this. Think of it this way. You must be fiercer than them. There is no way they can bully you.
I had one experience before when I was alone in Western Australia. Instead of being afraid, I was very angry as 'it' has no right to control my movements. And somehow, I "scared" it away.
Check this out.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis
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