You meant alot to me.

This year new year seems to be more busier than ever although we started the spring cleaning much earlier.

Happy things happen and sad news spoken. This year is a year full of changes. Another nice colleague of mine is leaving. I had the longest break of the year. 6 days in total plus another 2 days of mc becos of serious inflammation in my nose which has yet caused my flu and cough and fever again. My sudden rashes erupts as and when and has to take antihistamine to put it under control. Now I have to carry the medication with me wherever I go. Well not a big issue, just have to pop a pill to suspress the rash whenever it happen.

A rose a day from baby until the actual Vday. He is really a romantic guy. So much so that I felt so ashamed for not knowing how to appreciate it.

We have known each other for 4 years but together for coming about 9 mths now. We been through alot more thicks and thins within this 9 months of dating and he is always the one to help me to resolve our arguements. Without his patience, I guess we would have countless of cold war between us. Thanks Baby for being a leader to guide me through this relationship and believing that we could have open communication. I have learn to voice out my displeasure and listen to explanation. I have learn to accept things as they are and is still trying to overlook the negatives and focus more on the positives. I keep reminding myself that I aint a perfect person also and I am glad you accepted me as the way I am, my temper, my expectation, my mood swings, my bad health and weird jokes.

Thank you for understanding me, thank you for accompanying me to my childhood places to see see look look, thank you for always keeping a look out for me, thank you for everything. No matter if the things you did were imperfect to you, but they are series of events in our lives and left imprints in our memories. I still want to re-watch the Valentine's day with you.......

I aint good with my words or could care for you well enough, but I need you to know you mean alot more to me.