Another week...

Finally, another week ended. Without logging on to msn and friendster and personal email, I have been concentrating serious well at work. Almost every min, I am working. Lunch time was also talking about work. No time to think about what's fun. After lunch is brushing teeth and pouring a cup of water and start working. No more coffee, no more munching, no more gossiping with colleagues. I look as if going for a war. It's either alive or dead.

It has discipline me enough to take bus home. It has discipline me to wake up at 6:30am. It has discipline me to wear jeans ONLY ON FRIDAY. It has discipline me to wear a proper shoe and not sandals to work. It has discipline me well to wear shirts, blouse, pants, skirts, dresses to work. It has discipline me to wear my lanyard ard my neck, wherever I am within the building.

Lunch is always with free dishes to top up what I already ordered. :) I am thankful of all those in TW. And hope to shine soon, if I can.... :)

It has not been easy. 6 yrs in stat board doing publications, now that I am back in the private sector, starting all over again, learning all brand new things, catching up with the pace, getting used to the life of without the existence of red tapes. All comes to me at one go. LOL! I guess I am quite a sadist and extremist.

Many times in the morning, I do thought of giving up, its just tough. I miss the carefree life I led. Walking back home, buying lunch back and eat cosily at my corner desk. But many times this thought was oppose when I thought of how things will never be easy before they are tough.

Life is always about learning. I must grit my teeth and pass this test I set for myself. That I can do it. Its just a matter of whether I want, or not let it happen.