Brave one?

The Brave One may seem like a dumb story but how much will you feel of what she went through? When everything seems so right and normal and smooth sailing, it just need to take a second or two to destroy everything right before your own eyes. And you do not have the strength to oppose, to fight, to defend, to protect. You became a victim, helpless, timid and withdrawn.

You world become a total darkness and when all the while you need light to survive. And when all of the sudden, you need to learn how to eat and drink and sleep in total despair when your source of living has long been dead.

You became a walking zombie, many times you do not know what you are doing but something seems to be controlling you and leading you to do what you did. Many actions were beyond a sensible mind to explain.

How much anger and hate and agony that struggles and anytime they will explode to drive you do things you thought you will never do. While others thought you are being insensible and unfair to the innocent ones who did not contribute to your immediate downfall, but what you do is simply just to protect yourself against any other possible harm becos you have been through it once helplessly. You learn to defence yourself when you sense something going against or trying to harm you again.

And there is no one who can help you except yourself but you just do not know how to help your ownself or maybe you do but just being controlled by some unknown force that will just hinder you from doing something good to yourself.

Life is full of misjudge, unfairness, cold attitude, no one seems to be bother with how others live. Is that whining or just a genuine thought of what goes on in this world? How many things we wish we can, we hope we will be, but some times, either its circumstances or other beings on earth that leads to us taking an alternative in life instead of how we wish we can, we hope we will be doing.

Are you the brave one?