Saturday, October 20, 2007

Directions

Yeah! Finally settling my work issue and is joining another organisation soon. Getting a better payout but of cos work is equally stressful. But guess the familiar environment will help to ease me a little since the company culture is hearsay much better, I hope it will really be the place I have been looking for.

Ginnise is back and with her two big one small bags....shook my head....overweight and have to courier back some other stuffs she bought back sg. Shopping Queen indeed. How I wish I can travel like her. But knowing myself, a timid stupid girl. Guess I will even lost my way if I travel alone in Orchard. Plus Taiwan is full of Chinese words don't think I will make sense of the words if I am traveling alone. And asking me to take public transport by buses or trains, I will get even more worried. So girl, I admire you, you earned my respect. LOL! But hey, I believe I can be independent too. I just need baby steps.

Things seem more or less settled and I have a little direction here in front of me already.




And hey! Thank you Victor, for your nice lilies. Sorry for not being able to meet up after mths from your returned trip. Thanks for the George Bush Teddy, I like it alot cos it's in my fav blue. And those lilies lying outside my main door surprised me alot when I got home with my mum. Er....I was "interrogated", as usual by my parents and they also headache why their daughter always surprise them, "huh? another one again?"

But guess thats just some friendly gesture to signifies our friendships isnt it? Sincerely thank all of yous for your love and care and concern and adoration.

Sometimes I feel escaping from reality and into the outer space so that I can have more time to see each of your faces clearly.

What do I want? I still have not make up my mind or even wish to. Was it cos of the haunting past? Was it becos I was waiting for someone? Was it becos I have not more faith in myself?

Oh god, I really dun know. Thoughts run through everyday what should I do but I am really confused. I just know life goes on too.

2 comments:

nonex said...

o.O joining where?

claudiu said...

CONGRATS!!! >:D< hope to see you happy soon! :)
Good luck! ;)