I can never

I can never do what I wanna do.
There is no one who believe.
There is always someone who diminish.

There is no room left for me.
There is no way I can go.
There is nothing I can do.

I can only do what others want me to.
I can only be a puppet for all to pull.

I am stopping my paintings, my drawings, my handmade cards.

I can only sit there and do what others want me to.
There is no room for my interest.
I must always make ways and room for the convenient of others.

None of my things should be put and lie in this room.
I should not have interest, I must always do things that generate lots of monies.
I must work in the bank cos thats a better prospect, who the fuck cares if I like
I must, I must, I must.

I must always do things I do not like.
I must do things against my rights.
I must always hear nonsense and believe they are right.
I must always agree and follow what you think I might.

There is no room for me in this world.
Who the fuck cares or think if I like.
Just tell me what I should do
Just tell me how you want me to do things ACCORDING TO YOUR WAYS AND THOUGHTS
Just tell me how I should live the rest of my life
Just decide for me who I should marry
Just tell me what I should do
I am just a fucking slave.
Fucking brainless slave you wish I should, for you to command and decide how I should live MY FUCKING LIFE.