I do miss you

I dun know how much I will miss you until yesterday!

I dun know how much I will miss you till you said "I have checked in."

I dun know how much I will miss you till you said "I have boarded"

I dun know how much that means till you said "take good care of yourself while I'm away"

I dun know how much is much when you said "wait for me will you?"

I dun know how much I will react till you said "Anytime you need me, I will fly back for you"

It's going to be just a week! Just a week! 8 days is just it takes. To think if denial is still the stage, or I can live without thinking of you, or I can't pass a day without hearing anything from you... when will I see your face again.

Remember those groovy musics playing in your car, your gestures to open the door for me and ensure I am safely sat in. You remembered what I said, and never was upset when I forgot yours. In fact, you laughed and patiently repeat. How you said you would go around buying me those famous hawker food to my house since I dislike eating at hawker centres. How much afford and suggestions you put in when I said "I dun like, I dun want". How you worried I have got not enough to spend while window shopping for things I like when you are not around. Those pair of eyes, full of relunctance to say good bye. How much you wanna dote on me I know. I feel it. But I wanna you to enjoy your trip. I will take care of myself, finding my activities and patiently awaits your return which is drawing near as second, min, hour passes by... I do miss you. :)