Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Sore losers are all around me - part two

xxx commented:

fine.... since this is what u think so, so be it ...im juz acting according to zzj's comments... "stop bothering her"wow, since when i am bothering u ??? tell me... i sent u the email pass, its not becos i wanna draw lines clear... its becos according to what u've said...u're 'attached' alrdy.. and perhaps ur 'partner' might not like somebody uploading photos for u...

ps : zzj, i've stop bothering her alrdy... why is she still writing such bad things about me .... women are so un-predictable !!!



My explanation:

Looking the strings of smses and calls everyday are more than enough. And you and I know the contents of these messages.

Despite facts that I have said “it’s not convenient to CHIT CHAT while I am at work”, you still call. Although I am almost a full time msn login user, I aint really a full time chatter.

Despite the fact that I told you stop calling me those “XXX, XXX” you will still continue doing after my reminder slipped your mind.

Despite the fact that I apologised over that Avenue Q issue which I don’t think I actually need to becos seriously speaking, I have a choice, deciding to watching with whoever. But I apologized to you becos it really slipped my mind. I don’t have to necessary do my EVERYTHING with you nor anyone. I can’t possibly go out every time with you after work. I need time to have my own space, even if it means stoning in front of the TV set watching the Indian news, it is my choice.

I have no other choices becos I have told you not once, but a couple of times how I felt. But you said even if it’s one sided, you wanna try. To the point that I totally give up in making you understand how I feel, so when you asked me, I told you “I am working things out with someone else”. This is to stop you from making all those advances. Your strings of reactions were almost immediate after I said. Don’t you agree? And it seems to work, except that I never expected those extreme reactions.

The wine, forget about it, treat it as I never help you to buy. Have I asked you for payment 1st before I buy it on your behalf? Have I been so kay gao with you or any of yous who is reading this entry? Minus the 4D ($5.60) from your movie ticket I once paid ($10.00), by right you still owe me $4.40 but its oke. So how do you feel now? I sound childish right? I sound like a loser right? I sound like a miser right? It pisses right?

That’s how I felt when you did that to me, dropping me off from the “Friends for sale” (I know it sounds childish, but that’s how childish you behave in the 1st place. Its not becos this “Friend for sale” application means a lot to me but it reflects exactly your behavior), throwing back the painting website to me knowing it’s useless/no value/pointless to maintain it for me. That shows how genuine you have been in wanting to help someone.

That website, I don’t need, I told you before it won’t work. I won’t update in fact I will delete it when I have the time to. Thank you for making me realizes what a true friend I had. I thought we can still be friends… I think and I thought and I confirm I am wrong...

Women aint really unpredictable, maybe you are too young to catch the tell tales signs. And why I started that blog entry is simply becos of those behaviors from you which pissed me damn off. And I was still feeling pissed over the last weekend thinking, why my friend become like that?!

I have ever encountered ppl like that but this was the most extreme I really felt damn pissed about. And that is why I blog about it.

And I still want to protect your anonymity here in my blog. Thus, created a separate entry instead of pasting your comment with your name on it, plus I am very long winded. So paste in a new entry its easier to read.

Nevertheless, I am glad you finally let go of me. Told you, I aint suitable.

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