That feeling returned. I went straight to the clinic again after work. Even if the wait at the clinic would be long, I knew it. I brought along a book with me while waiting patiently for my turn to arrive.
Told Dr Mary the same old thing again. Had the same medication and will be seeing her again next week.
I only got to blame my bad habits of "wait a little while more, I have got this to clear 1st". Cups of coffee down into my throat. Sometimes more than 3 cups. And all these bad habit rolls into one big problem for me. So moral of the story? What goes round, comes around.
If you neglect your health for the sake of those paper works. Eventually when the alarm sounded, you may not be physical fit to continue working anymore. So what come 1st in life? Health. Easy to say, hard to accomplish. Nevertheless its something we have to remind ourselves. My only worry is just the kidneys. If is not bleeding from there, then everything will be much easier to solve. Hope I am just scaring myself.
The fever came the next day while I am working. It started to eat into my skin causing pain. The head started to hurt. Aching came. How I wish I have a health body and mind so that I can continue working and facing those hiccups. Back home, I slumped onto the sofa and started checking emails from work. And I cant take it anymore and hide in the blanket for some decent rest. To take a rest is to walk a longer journey. There are so many journeys in our life that we have to walk.....I wonder for how long I can continue.
Tomorrow will be back in office, with work piled up from today. So its back to square one again.
This running cycle......never will come to an end....unless some one up there decides its time for me to rest. And so when will that be?????????????
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