Focus

Been working late and weekends are just so precious for me to stay home and relax or do my own stuff. Even though there maybe plans to meet up my dearie friends to do some catching ups over coffee, but my physical stamina just do not allow me to do so and I don't even have that strength to acc sis to the Tan Yoong Fashion Show. Well, its once after 17 years but..its just a fashion show and not say that I will get to get a free dress custom made by him as a door gift. So! Give it a miss!

And even if I am out, I feel so lost and always seem to wonder in my own world (as they have described). There are so many things in the mind, things to be done, things done, things not to do, things……many many of it.

Then, there seems nothing much or interesting to shop for, and I realized, I always have the habit to head to the bookstore or CD shops instead! Focus is no longer on useless window shopping for clothing (of cos once awhile I am still like any other normal girls who need new clothing to look nice).

But currently it’s all about work, painting, reading and! TV. The only possiblity to get me out from the house is probably to catch some nice movies on a day when I am not working late, that’s all.

Guess I have been too stressed out cos I realized I have been buying packets of Lays Chips (big ones) and munch them straight after dinner. And I seem lost interest in stuff which I use to like/love doing.

And whenever I am stressed out, so what will I do??????
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I cut my own hair
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Relax……it’s just that I trimmed and layered my own fringe only….



Anyway! I will be growing my long hair again and if that never happens the next time you see me on the street, or you realise its getting shorter and shorter every time you see me, that means! The stress level is rising!!!