Another interview I went today. Environment looks so much better than the rat hole I am in for 6 years. I guess there should be a good balance of males and females. The air smells better too. Job scope seems challenging. Work long hrs, meeting up clients, working with internal and external, many coordination. But, do I care? I dun know. I just want a change and challenge myself, push myself and see where are my limits. I need to be hard on myself so that I can be numb. Numb to everyone. I want to focus and focus and narrow and narrow further. Hopefully I will get this offer.
I am like a runner on the treadmill, I run and run all day 24 hrs. Fatigue will alarm when my limits reached the peak. I work, I write, I paint, I shop, I watch tv, I reads all day. I have lost my identity, or this is the real me?
Whatever it is, its a change soon...I hope.
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