Sunday, May 27, 2007

A meaningful night

Dolling up for the evening. I slept till 6:30pm. Only to wake up when I feel the wetness on side of my mouth. Whahaha! I drooled. Th head hurts still but still, I went as planned.

Met my sec-hood "sweetheart" and we sat at the same table and I saw the rest too! Glad to met Sansan again after so long. Updated each other and I have to congrats her for her newborn, a son, 4 mths old already! And she is currently a full time mother taking care of her baby at home. :)

Evelyn! You look great! Sexily nice! And Ah Long! You look like a white prince charming this evening! I give you both my sincere blessings and hope to see a new member soon in your sweet little family yah? :)

I met many familar faces, Xinyi, Shihui, Ivy, Jingchun, Huimin, Weihan, Yongkiat, even our secondary sch teachers were there too!!! It's updating time, and some asked about me, that question as I excepted and I was able to take it gracefully that I have broken up for a year already! They seemed surprised. :) But well! Change is the only thing that is constant! And now, I can gladly say, I love this change! I like my life now. Whether you believe or not, I dun have to prove to you, but yes, I like my life now. Dun worry, I am not closing my options to anyone yet, but I definitely not the sort who jump into a relationship and out fast. So I believe, many things are planned out for me already. I just need to be patience and live everyday the way I want it to be!

I am glad everyone is well and they are glad I am still doing good and alive and kicking still. LOL! Do I look like a weakling?! Haiz. Never judge a book by its cover. I may have a damsel in distress outlook (to deceive you all to be nice to me!) but I may be a devil inner who can be very hard hearted to everyone! And I am strong than you can ever imagine, its only a matter of whether I want to or not. So dun ever thought that I stay away from yous, means I am unhappy or someone hurts me again. I simply do not wish to be with you ppl thats all. I am not a weakling as imagined by yous. Anyway, I dun have to prove myself. Your opinions are nothing to me.

Some are glad to see me again, some blamed me for not meeting up, muahahaha! what have I done!! I am so sorry!! Some I dun wish to see but saw, and I can only smile, keep myself busy with food or chat and joke with my sec-hood "sweetheart" or my gal friends. LOL!!

The head hurts and sounded alarm that I should head home. Gosh it's late. And it's 2am now. I guess the bed needs my warmth. Till my next entry!

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