I know friends are spies to others. You may read Sab. You may hide. You may feel shameless and gay all the time. The wheels rotates 360. Nothing is certain till you die. Enjoy your happiest moment before all turn into ashes, and bring you to nothingness. I have been thru your honeymoon stage. Everyone has their turn awaits for them. I do wish you all the best with him cos that is what you only deserve. Your happiness with him is feelingless to me. I dont feel a thing when you talks about it. Dont have to pretend its happily ever after with him. Every couple has fights and disagreement you may chose to conceal. So I dun envy both of you. Feeling changed and I love someone else now.
Ask your chocolate chip friend dun think too highly of herself. That damn face which exist in this world to show others what is ugliness, is not what I hope to see or wish to. She do not have the caliber to be stalked either. Both of us have a breathing space in this world.
You will slowly know what you need to in two years time. Time is a good factor to slowly peel off that layers of skin from the mask you both are wearing and soon standing naked in front of each other and realise how hideous looking both can be. Just remember that everyone has their turn for ups and downs. Awaits that day to come. May you handle it with care and are strong. I have moved on well and fruitfully. My moment of downs was over a year ago. Yours are approaching soon. Its a cycle we all have to go thru. May god be with you or condemn you.
R.I.P
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