If ever again......

It startled me everytime the phone rings, the sms goes beeped
I shivered and walked away when I see your message
I dun know how to face you and what model answer should I give you
But never regret knowing you.

Was there anything meant to be in the 1st place for us to be?
Everyone says we were seperate by an ocean, a great difference, no common, will never be together, even if we try.

But there is always something common, and only you and I knows this secret
And that we are just afraid to commit, afraid to go thru the swirling uncertainty
We are just too tired, we just have many hold backs, becos we are protective of our own feelings, afraid to unintentionally hurt or be hurt again. We have been confused and suspicious if the good will ever happen to us again, is it for real?

Time was just too short lived for us to know each other more
And show how much we can do for one and other
Things ended adruptly we dun know whether how to continue or should we just leave it, or restart all over again.

I still miss you everyday but afraid.
I still concern about you but afraid.
I still wish to watch a nice movie with you but afraid.
I know I can never treat there is nothing between us I am afraid.

All I wish is your well being and success. You deserve it more than anyone else.
And that is what you truely need in your life, to bring back the joy and confidence and life.
Share it with that someone you wish to be with.

If you ever need me again in your life, I be always around.
Your true friend who will never tell you sweet nothings but give you only facts.
And everyday I move on, doing the things I like and pray I will be in your arms again one day.