I wrote you a sad sorry
Cos I thought I was at total mistake
It was 13 pages long
But I never send to your letter box
It was all well planned
I never thought
A sweet lover like you
Would be a killer who sent me to the dock
Carrying the burden and all
I thought I was a sinner seen by all
People thought it was well deserve for me right to the core
Little did I know
It was all well planned
I never thought
You have a backup plan
I didn’t know you would even think of
Shame on you
Playing the goody man, you make us believe
Parents blaming me for my bad temper therefore you were lost
Shame on you
Instinct tells me it is not that after all
Things are not seems simple just that’s all
Shame on you
Different reasons you gave to explain for your verdict
That is a good loophole stupid pig
Shame on you
You go ahead with what you have pre-planned
And hanging around with her still even when you told all of us she is not your choice
She was not the cause
Making my loved ones believe I was god damn wrong
Shame on you
Eventually show signs you were already together after all the make up stories
Why do you think everyone is stupid?
Why do you think you can be understood?
Why do you think you will be right?
Why do you think you can carefully plan it to seem likes “well, everyone has to move on”
A despicable scumbag wearing that gentleman suit
To disguise your shameless scams
Shame on you
I cant get it over cos of the humiliation you brought upon
The traumatized scenes accompanied me, casting a shadow over every new ppl I meet
I can never believe in words, as much as I wish to
Till my last breath I will remember you, my sweet lover
One who made me gone hallucinating and witness my fall
One who hugged and said you love me even more
One who accused me I was never serious at all
One who lied without a twitching from the eye
And will never feel guilty or wrong after all
The faces of betrayal continue to haunt till death erase off…
7 comments:
Will we ever recover completely from the betrayals of our life?
But we must! S.U.M.O.! I'm gonna look for this book, since you enjoyed it so much!
If, and when, you've finally broken free of the burden, share your joy, and I shall do the same. Deal?
:) i tried to share my joy with someone but it failed again. So i just focus back to myself and live a life to love myself more. I think that is the best we can do.
At times, I find myself smiling as I read your blog entries. So there, you brighten up somebody's day for a moment without even trying! Thank you!
One thing I've always failed to do, is to love my parents more, to show them that I really love them. But I fear, should I ever tell my Dad the truth?
Its really a decision you will have to make which will have to be discussed with the ppl involved.
If you love your parents and afraid to say it out (just like me), show thru actions! Some subtle moves you make will make them realise you care. Trust me, they will know you care. :)
Hey nick! SUMO is really a good book. Read it thoroughly!
Miu Miu, I couldn't find the book at Tampines Mall, so sad! What does its cover look like? What category? Tomorrow go elsewhere to search.
You will most prob find it at Kinokuniya and borders. :) Its white color with a SUMO wrestler on the cover.
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