Ginnise!! Your wound looks bad you know? You have better not eat seafood again and constantly remind yourself. The Fish and Co. is a bad choice I know. The swordfish looks big, chunky and meaty but after digging out the flesh from the skeleton, not much is left. The worst part came when I chew onto something I thought was meat. It was soft, slimy and damn fishy smell and I spat it out. it turn my stomach inside out and the smell lingers. :( Hateful fish. Hateful smelly fishy fish.
The 200 pounds beauty was a heart warming show. I love the songs, I like the actress, she is very very very pretty!!!! Suddenly I feel like going for cosmetic surgery, if I can be paid by credit and all I need to repay is by complimentary concert tickets. LOL!
I felt how she felt when she saw her fixed face in the mirror. It was not just tears with joy for a beautiful face she have got, but also, what she saw in the mirror was confident, dignity and pride given to her. Its a face of acceptance and respect. These are very important to a person who has been badly hurt by others, times and times again by ppl she loves, esp when she give all her heart out.
If someone falls for you for your beauty, its short term. If someone falls for you for your personality, it's gonna be for a lifetime. However, outlooks are most of the time that gets attention and interest. Yes, I am not a saint. Certain outlooks do catch my attention first but personality is always the deciding factor. But I am not someone with high expectations on outlooks. Someone clean looking, fit, good dress sense. Good enough. You can easily grab a handful with such description. But a suitable personality for me, it is never easy to have one that will get my attention. Never easy, mark my words, never easy.
If you have read the biography of Late Mr Wee Kim Wee, you will like his personality, just like how he has gotten my attention and respect. I always believe that the more successful you are, the more you should be humble because success does not come solely from you but from the ppl around you who gave you the opportunity. And his love for his wife, the late Mrs Wee.
In my whole life, two public figures I admire most are Late Mr Wee Kim Wee and Late Mr Ong Teng Cheong. The fatherly looks, success and humbleness, relentless love, these are things which many may not realise how impt they are, well at least for me, they are.
I will be a steadfast lover but I cant trust anyone will think the same as I do. It never did happen to me after all. Well, thats life, uncertainty, insecurity, etc. These emotions will as and when appear to confuse our thoughts. I do not want to be control by these negative emotions and feel the treats from the confusions anymore. I cant find back the positive outlook I have for love anymore. I have misplace my heart. Yes, and romance is only a part of our lives. :)
If you been confused by romance, bring the focus back to yourself. Love yourself more and treat yourself better. Dont neglect your inner self. Don ever ever lose yourself like how I once did.
The bits and pieces still aches alot but can I always look back? No, no one will bother....
Life is full of start and restart buttons. I have had my hippo times as and when but I will remind myself not to let it drag too long. I have fall and stand up tall again.Thats is always what we do after we fell down and help ourselves up again and continue walking with abit of limping isn't it? But we will continue walking the path isn't it? No matter how pain the bruises are on our knees isn't it? Life goes on and on and on, the hands on the clock ticks on and on and on.
And thanks Ginnise for that Yukie cd. On top of that, I am considering to get the whole collection also! Its currently out of print now...SAD!! But guess that will be pricey too! That, I will go order online and if i get it, will definitely share it with you! Meantime, walk with caution and remember, to read the instructions carefully word by word before you past the gauze on your knee. Opps! I laugh too much I think my karma will be very very bad.........LOL!!!!
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