I am sorry!

Shit! Are my entries getting darker and darker?????????????????????? Thanks for noticing. I need to get back on track.

Sorry guys! I dont mean to. It just so happen I read back the past and the emotion hits my nose again. I was inspired by it to write about the dark side.

I am like a little girl, peeping into the dark room once awhile, feel the creep and then out from it again and running off to play in the garden. I am fine. I still do my everyday work and has found something that will keep me going. :)

Today my boss spoke to me for awhile, to informally inform that the M&P portfolio will be taken from my load, but adding on the FWC to me. I have not told you what I do right? Well, I am doing some publications for an educational institution. The Annual Report and their curriculum structure book. The Annual Report is quite a thin book, about 50 pages. Many coordinating, sending write ups for approvals, arranging for photo shoots are necessary. The other one, which consist of 500 over pages, is in A4 size, mainly text and imagine the amount proof reading work I have to do.

My boss also prepare me that further stuff maybe added on too, asking if that is fine. I smiled and say its oke. I do not mind trying out new things but I also reveal to her that I have the intention not staying for long. She said she heard about it already. And if I want an internal transfer she will gladly help. I say I want to move out to other industry but leaving will not be an overnight thing. I will take my time to find a suitable one instead of rushing off to grab any offer just to get away from my current workload. The sadness of leaving does make me wanting to reconsider but there is an end to everything, right?