Lunch break

Its my lunch hour now. Busy morning. Had a quick lunch. I always not been able to finish up the rice I dun know why. Half of it is just good enough.

My boss told me that I maybe taken out from the M&P portfolio as she finds that my three portfolios timelines clashes badly. Thank god. She makes my day. I owe her alot. I still rememeber she hugged me close when I was crying my heart out in her room for more than half an hour I think. Her understanding is beyond what she is suppose to do. I felt so bad to have made her worry back then. This gratitude I will never be able to pay even if I commit totally in my work. I knew, its more than my work can repay. Ms Tan, thank you.

Will be a busy mth, I dun even dare to look for new jobs. Becos the current work here keeps me distracted.

I need an escape! Maybe to book a chalet to stay?

Suddenly I miss the piano we threw. I want my fingers to do some dancing! Though I never learn playing piano before, but I am glad to be able to play some simple pieces. I wanna play that Yukie's piece! Anyone wants to give me an electric organ?

Recently I have a thought that I badly need a gay friend. I dun know why. I need a guy who will not fall for me, and loves me as a friend, and treats me like one and will allow me to lie in his arms and hug him without developing romancing feeling for me. Gays! Where you? Where the hell are you?! I need you to dote me! *funny* (brows twitching emoticon)