I wish, I hope, I can

If someone mighty would give me a chance to reborn, I wish I could enjoy my days in Ghim Moh Primary again. I want to play more of the police and thief games in the basketball court, I want to buy more jellies to eat, I want to hit more boys on the back of their head and make them cry. I will bring tadpoles home and watch them grow into frogs, or toads? I will complete all my homework and not be punished in front of the class to do those stupid pulling ears with crossed arms and stand and squat, stand and squat exercise. I will still feed the ducks in the science garden with more lallangs. I will not waste money buying those 50 cents stickers from that bookshop, I will have stab the smelly boy with my sharpened pencil.



I will have protested strongly when my parents want to get me this frame which I wore throughout from, I think P5 to Sec 1. I thought the bigger the surface area of the lens, the more wider views I can see. LOL!

I will do better in PSLE and chose a different secondary school so that I will not know those friends at all. Or, I will have insisted on joining the Arts Stream during Sec 3 so that I have a good portfolio to enter the School of Design in TP. I will have not chosen to study in SIM and know him. I damn regret. Waste of time.

I will have controlled my temper and insist on patching back, then look for a richer and dashing guy then ditch him and then look down on his poor family, how I hate his farcking barking bitch. I will have arranged to meet her and slap her hard instead. I will have asked her to my house and have both of them watched me pull down the window grill and watch me do the sky diving, yahoo………………! I will have allowed him to come and visit me in the ward and see my state and have him kneel right in front of me so that I can spat on him. I will have used the needle to stab his farcking face! LOL! Damn! I realised I have let him off so easily! But karma will come I believe. I am going crazy. *funny*

Just one of my missy temper flaring again…one of my pms mood and wild imagination……..